Tired

Dont know... Im a bit tired now. Most of the time I try to keet my face up, looking for something interesting to do, something interesting and exciting to develop in my work while living a quiet easy life.
But sometimes it seems to me that there are so many subtle things being played in this area of work of mine. Too many influences being moved around places to which I have no access. Too many people holding the cards only for themselves.
And I dont like poker playing... I like things to be straightforward.

Lets wait until a couple of days and I might be up and running again, thinking that things are exciting... today, well, Im just tired.